Adulthood

it’s as if i lost my passion.

sitting in uncomfortableness.

gray and numb.

nowhere to run.

avoiding. 

adulthood is realizing that for the rest of your life you’re on your own

the only time you’re taken care of is when you’re a child.

adulthood is when you can only find hope in one thing

i remember being a kid and hope was in everything.

i wish i could genuinely smile again.

i wish i could laugh at all the silly jokes 

but i just feel nothing-

this is adulthood.