Another Year Around the Sun

I go through this wave-

Wave of emotions.

There is this particular feeling that lingers in the shadows of my mind.

I often find myself never satisfied.

Who is to blame but myself? 

I am jealous-

Jealous of those who hide it well.

Jealous of those who know peace in the present. 

She blows out the candles on the cake.

“Please, make this one better.”